Patrik Fagard - Some Last Notes

During your search through all those sketches, you find the following piece of text that might shed light to some of your questions.

“I have been asked by friends what I did with all those drawings. While they where taking notes during lessons, I was filling my pages with anything that came to mind. This usually resulted into small little drawings and once each page was full, I took another one. It was the only way I could stay awake. One could tell how boring a lesson was just by looking at how many pages I had produced in a single hour.”
“This sums up to a whole lot of pages filled with drawings after a year so it was of no surprise that my friends where curious to what happened to them all. I don't keep all of them actually, just the ones that have an interesting element to them. The rest I have to throw away for it would be impossible to keep them all.”

“Why do I keep them? There once was a time that I thought I could use it as a source of inspiration. Unfortunately, that isn't the case anymore. So many pages have piled up that it would take hours just to flip through them. But I still keep them, mostly out of sentimental value. They are a part of me like I'm a part of them.”

You spend the rest of your time looking at the drawings trying to decipher what he was thinking at the time he drew them.